I joke because it hurts too much to do anything else.

Words?

Words I have never told you but I still keep them inside.

Words I have saved to not hurt you;

Words that aren’t worth it because I don’t believe them.

Words that can kill the soul without even wanting to.

Words that like bullets, opened holes easy to see from the sky.

Words that have taken sleep away from me.

Words full of joy are so light that the wind can take them away,

but are your harsh words the ones here to stay, 

those are the words I’ll remember anyway. 

 

The words that left me, where can I find them?.

 Words building dreams to destroy them at the end of the story. 

Words that are just noises, I regret them.

 

Dangerous words,

you should be careful,

because I’m the one here to listen.

I can’t act anymore,

I can’t pretend I didn’t hear them,

I have yet to live with them.

Every morning: